Step away from the pace and roles of everyday life for a carefully held week of preparation, ceremony, embodied practice, rest, and integration.
Considering your first ceremony? Begin with a private conversation. You do not need to decide before your questions are answered.
Set aside 7–10 minutes for yourself. Put on headphones, settle somewhere comfortable, and listen to one of Hanan’s ícaros—the sacred medicine songs shared in ceremony. Let your attention rest with the music, and notice how it feels in your body and what it stirs within you.
Hanan · Ceremonial maestro
Recreated from a ceremony recording by James Stark.
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Hanan brings his Inca–Quechua lineage and a heartfelt devotion to ceremonial music. This song offers a glimpse of the seven-day plant medicine journey, where sacred songs, embodied practices, rest, and integration create space for reflection and renewal. After listening, take a quiet moment before continuing.
There is the song in the ceremony. And there is the conversation the next morning, the quiet walk, the person who listens while you find your words.
This gathering brings plant medicine, living ceremonial traditions, spiritual practice, and the work of integration into one shared week. It is an invitation to turn toward your life with honesty—not to become someone else, but to meet yourself more fully.
Hanan brings years of learning and initiation with maestros, shamans, and curanderos. His plant-medicine and musical practice meets Stephanie’s spiritual and energy-awareness work, with James contributing emotional-intelligence practice and integration. Different paths come together without losing what makes each distinct.
Hanan describes his ícaros as responsive to what is unfolding. Guests have spoken of songs shared with the whole circle and moments of singing directed to them personally.
Shared meals, nature, rest, and honest conversation give the experience somewhere to land. Integration asks a practical question: what might change in the way you listen, relate, make choices, or care for yourself when you return home?
A personal journey, not an experience to match. Some participants described closeness and clarity; others also met intensity, discomfort, or uncertainty. There is no particular vision, emotion, or breakthrough you need to have, and no promise that every question will be resolved.
Perhaps your surroundings no longer fit, an old pattern keeps returning, or you simply want to find your people. You do not need a perfect intention—or a dramatic story—to begin a conversation.
Your old rhythm or environment may no longer feel like yours, while a new way is still taking shape. A week away can give you room to question what you have inherited and explore a wider perspective on how you want to live.
You may long for open-minded company and conversation that goes deeper than the surface. This small group offers a chance to meet others with curiosity and care, without needing everyone to share the same beliefs or experience.
Stress, fear, or familiar reactions can leave you feeling less in charge of how you relate. Alongside reflection, we practise noticing feelings, pausing, and choosing a response you can carry into daily life.
You may be questioning a habit, dependence, or relationship—perhaps what you understand as a karmic entanglement. We can listen without judgment and discuss whether this setting is suitable; the retreat is not a substitute for addiction care or other professional support.
A chapter may be ending before the next one is clear. Quiet, conversation, and time away from the usual noise may help you explore your questions; clarity can unfold gradually, and no particular answer is promised.
You might feel a need to attend to your body, emotions, and spiritual life together. Rest, embodied practice, and integration create space to explore what you are carrying, without claiming that one week will heal or purify everything.
Ask about preparation, personal limits, and the support available before deciding whether this retreat is right for you. The week includes emotional-awareness practice and reflection; integration is about applying what matters in ordinary life, not chasing a single breakthrough.
Questions about recovery, addiction, or serious illness deserve particular care in the private suitability conversation. This retreat is not medical care or addiction treatment, and an enquiry is not confirmation that plant-medicine participation is appropriate for you.
Six people, six different reflections: feeling held, meeting an emotion, reconnecting, and finding something to carry into ordinary life.
“So last night the theme was unity, and I really felt we are one family. … It was so much love but contained. It was like embodied. … In every cell in the body, I was feeling held and contained.”
“It felt more introspective. I felt like I was looking inside myself a lot more. … I connected within myself and then connected with you all. … It’s just a really special group of people. I think I’m really glad I connected with everyone.”
“Last night’s session was beautiful. … It’s like you’re not efforting at all. The mat, the floor, Mother Earth is supporting the whole body, so I didn’t have to do anything. … Thank you for your music. That really helped.”
“I want to say thank you to both of you. … It felt very safe. It felt like there was something holding me, and the also the attention that you are giving to us. When I started to freak out, I came to you, and you gave me a reassurance.”
“Forgave myself for anything, whatever last night. I think it, you know, it literally happened. Versus you just thinking to yourself, I forgive myself. … The medicine responds to you and opens it all up to you and say, let me show you something.”
“Try to come from a place of your heart and try to come from a place of love. … That resonated with me. … That’s like a practical change that I can make in my life.”
Shared with permission. Excerpts are shortened from participants’ spoken reflections; ellipses mark omissions and punctuation is lightly edited for reading. These are individual experiences, including subjective feelings of safety—not promised outcomes or a guarantee of risk-free participation.
Plant medicine can be powerful in its own right. Yet for us, the living land deepens the journey: jungle canopy, sea air, and mountains on the horizon. The place is not a backdrop; its presence invites us to slow down, listen, and meet the week with more of ourselves.
We experience Mama Gaia as strongly present in this landscape. James describes his first steps here as an awakening felt through the body, almost as though every cell is listening, even before formal practice begins. Your experience may be different. The invitation is to arrive with your senses open and let your own relationship with the place unfold.
These owner-selected images evoke the wider Bocas landscape and natural world. They do not identify the December venue or promise a particular wildlife encounter. Experiences of energy, healing, or activation are personal, not guaranteed outcomes.
Seven days and six nights give the journey a beginning, space to unfold, and a considered return. The December daily programme is being finalised; you will receive it before deciding to attend.
Receive preparation guidance, participation requirements, and the information needed to arrive with realistic expectations.
Orientation, shared meals, gentle embodied practice, and time to meet the group establish the rhythm of the retreat.
Supported plant-medicine work sits within a wider rhythm of embodied practice, shared reflection, nourishment, and unhurried recovery time. The confirmed daily programme will be shared before anyone commits.
The final phase creates space to name what matters, consider practical next steps, and prepare for the transition back into everyday life.
The preparation, arrival, and ritual images illustrate those stages; the reflection photograph is from a past gathering. They do not confirm the December venue or programme, which will be shared before you commit.
Past gatherings also made room for these experiences. The final December selection will be confirmed with the programme.
Circles and ordinary conversations gave people time to reflect, ask questions, and hear perspectives different from their own.
Constellation exercises used symbolic roles, movement, and noticing sensations to explore connection and patterns—not to establish facts about the future.
A walk in the jungle, a shared breakfast, space to rest. The quieter parts of the gathering mattered alongside the formal practices.
A profound moment can open a door. Integration is the patient work of bringing what matters through that door and into the life you actually live.
Stephanie and James bring emotional awareness, reflection, and grounded daily practice into this part of the retreat. Together, we explore how to recognise emotions, stay present with them, and choose a response with greater care. The aim is not to rush a transformation or chase the next experience.
Give feelings and impressions room before trying to explain everything. What stayed with you? What still feels uncertain? Not every image needs to become a literal instruction.
Explore the pause between feeling and acting. Listening, naming a need, holding a boundary, or speaking with more honesty can make an insight tangible.
Identify a small, realistic practice, conversation, or change you want to try. Consider the support you need and leave space to revisit what you understood over time.
“My bigger integration is to let my emotion flow. … But in this space every integration comes and teaches you something, and lets you see patterns. And that is what you need to bring home.”
Integration is individual and ongoing. The December programme will set out the planned sessions; any support after the retreat, its scope, and any separate cost will be confirmed before commitment.
Meet people who joined past retreat gatherings. Their words are personal reflections, not a promise of the same experience for anyone else. Choose a film when you are ready to listen.
Hear German share his experience in his own words.
Hear Garlon share his experience in his own words.
Hear Leonella share her experience in Spanish, in her own words.
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My first ayahuasca retreat was here in October. For five years, I had opportunities to take part, but I waited. I wanted to trust the people guiding me and the space we would enter together.
I arrived during a difficult period. What unfolded felt like a profound remembering: receiving a sacred name, a closeness to the plants, and an experience I felt through my whole body.
“It is the most powerful experience of my life, and this is just the beginning.”
Integration is how I carry it into everyday life: how I listen, relate, and meet my emotions. That is the work I now bring alongside Stephanie.
This is my experience and spiritual interpretation. Yours may be different. If you are curious and cautious, you can ask questions, take your time, and decide what is right for you.
Read the first-time questionsThe depth of the gathering comes from the people, their distinct practices, and how they work together—not a promise of the same experience for everyone.
Stephanie’s work begins with presence: attention to the person, the emotion, and what is unfolding in the group. As founder of Rainbow Sanctuary, she brings spiritual healing practices, energy awareness, singing, and emotional reflection into the gathering.
At a past gathering, her contribution included sustained singing and practical support; participants also described conversations with her about allowing and expressing emotion. Together with James, she brings that emphasis into integration—helping people explore how inner experience can inform relationships and everyday choices.
Meet Stephanie
A Quechua lineage holder from Cusco and co-founder of Luz de Luz, Hanan brings more than ten years of work with Amazonian and Andean plant-medicine traditions. His path includes learning and initiation with maestros, shamans, and curanderos, alongside ancestral music research and internal martial arts.
In reflections after a past gathering, he described experience across “thousands of ceremonies.” His emphasis was personal: knowing the people in a smaller circle, visiting participants individually, and allowing the words and expression of his ícaros to respond to the moment rather than following a fixed performance.
These are spiritual and experiential practices. Neither a practitioner’s experience nor a participant’s account establishes a medical outcome or removes the risks of plant-medicine participation.
Old trees, the living sounds of the forest, and the Caribbean shoreline. The setting is part of the invitation: to step out of your usual rhythm and spend time in a place that asks for your attention in a different way.
We hold this land as sacred. Guests have spoken about jungle walks, time by the ocean, and walking down to the beach to photograph the stars. Those ordinary moments belong to the story as much as the ceremonies.
The trees, shade, and sounds of the jungle invite unhurried attention. There is value in time that is not filled with another session.
Sand, sunlight, and the rhythm of the shore offer another way to be with the day—without needing to turn every moment into an achievement.
When the sky is clear, make time for the stars. Rest, quiet conversation, and simply being outdoors can become part of what you remember.
You can ask about local tours, nature exploration, and optional classes alongside the retreat programme. Availability, suitability, and any additional costs will be confirmed individually; these are not all included in the retreat price. December accommodation and arrival details will be shared before commitment.
The land, the place you sleep, and the spaces between sessions are part of how a residential gathering feels. December venue and accommodation details will be shared before you commit.
3–9 December 2026 Seven days · six nights
USD 3,500 per person
Enquiries are open. The venue, room arrangements, final programme, inclusions, payment schedule, and cancellation terms will be confirmed in writing before payment.
Please wait for written acceptance and travel guidance before booking flights. An enquiry does not reserve a place.
Register interest for DecemberYour questions are part of discernment—not an obstacle to enrollment. Start with what matters most to you.
Yes. First-time participants are invited to begin with questions and a private fit conversation. Previous experience is not assumed, and an enquiry does not commit you to attend.
Ceremonial plant-medicine practices can bring profound shifts in perception, emotion, and physical experience. Responses vary and can be intense or unpredictable. The team should explain the format, known risks, and available support clearly before you decide.
No. The retreat is a spiritual and experiential gathering, not medical treatment or psychotherapy, and no specific outcome is promised. Continue appropriate professional care and discuss any relevant history during confidential suitability screening.
It may be. The week is designed for both sincere first-time participants and experienced practitioners who want dedicated space for reflection, embodied practice, ceremony, and integration. Fit is considered individually rather than by spiritual vocabulary or status.
Uncertainty is a valid reason to slow down and ask more questions. The application process exists so you can understand the experience, share concerns privately, and decide without pressure. Not proceeding is also a responsible decision.
Relevant physical health, medication, mental-health history, pregnancy status, previous ceremonial experience, support needs, and other contraindications can affect suitability. Answer screening questions honestly and never stop or change prescribed medication in order to attend.
Informed consent and personal agency matter. You should be able to ask what is essential, what is optional, what alternatives exist, and how support is provided if you pause or decline. These details are confirmed before acceptance.
The next retreat runs from 3–9 December 2026 for seven days and six nights. Venue and arrival details are shared privately after enquiry and confirmation.
The December retreat investment is USD 3,500 per person. Confirmed inclusions, the payment schedule, cancellation terms, and the authorised payment route are provided in writing before you make any payment.
The December plan is a seven-day, six-night residential retreat built around preparation, ceremonial work, shared reflection, rest, and integration guidance. The final schedule, accommodation arrangements, meal plan, specific practices, and follow-up details are confirmed in writing before payment. Descriptions of October experiences are not a fixed December itinerary.
Preparation and integration guidance are part of the retreat. Accepted participants receive the confirmed schedule, preparation requirements, facilitator contact route, and follow-up details in writing.
Only after written acceptance, final venue confirmation, payment and cancellation terms, legal-readiness confirmation, and explicit travel instructions.
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Share what draws you to the December retreat and what you need to understand. The investment is USD 3,500 per person; confirmed inclusions, venue details, payment schedule, and cancellation terms are provided in writing before any commitment.
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Share what draws you to the retreat and whether this would be your first ceremony.
Ask practical questions and discuss the experience, expectations, and next steps.
Relevant health, medication, contraindication, consent, and travel information is handled through the appropriate private process.
Accepted participants receive written venue, payment, cancellation, preparation, and arrival details before committing or booking travel.
A curated window into ceremony, integration, connection, food, and the Bocas del Toro surroundings. These photographs show past retreat moments and the wider area; they do not confirm the December venue or programme.
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The retreat moments shown include photographs from the October 2026 gathering and its preparations. Surrounding views depict the Bocas del Toro area, not a confirmed December venue.
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Meet Hanan in his own words. Take a few quiet minutes to hear his personal invitation into the retreat and get a feeling for the person holding the ceremonial space.
For Hanan, the relationship with each person matters. Reflecting on a past gathering, he spoke about the closeness of a small group and how his songs change with the moment.
This is an invitation to get to know your guide—not a promise of a particular experience. Bring your questions to a private conversation before deciding whether this journey is right for you.
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Listen to Hanan’s sacred song
